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Welcome to Life if Misery, a shrine to the RPG character I created called Tursa. This site contains her information. ^^ This layout version is called "Scrambled".

Name____________
Villain Name: Tursa, Deliverer of Misery
Civilian Name: Ukimeno Rei
Name meaning: Soul of Misery

Basic____________
Hobbies: Tursa enjoys reading various genres of books and writing short poems, most of which reflect her own feelings of misery. Proserpina's other followers often find this absurd and silly, but Tursa doesn't care. It helps her pass the time.
Likes: Tursa loves daydreaming about when all this mess with be over and she can finally live in peace with her daughter.
Dislikes: Her X-husband, anyone who stands in her way of granting Proserpina's wish.
Talents: Tursa is very smart, clever, and a fast talker when it comes to getting something she wants. She also has real-life skills and knows how to deal with people.

History____________
This is my attempt to make a deep character, so I'm going to warn you now, Tursa's history is bad.. and a bit violent. I hope none of this offends anyone, but if you don't like the mention of blood then I suggest you skip this because I can get a little graphic with my writing. (I definitely get more detailed ^^) Just to let you know!!

Before Tursa became a minion of Proserpina, her name was Ukimeno Rei. Rei had a very unpleasant childhood. She was raised by her father and step-mother who both forced her into perfection. Her whole life revolved around her misery and she stayed that way until she moved out on her own. Rei then found happiness when she fell in love. Several months later, she became happily wed. A year later, she bore a daughter named Aya. Rei couldn't have been happier.... until..... 3... years.... later...

She lived happily with her husband and 3 year old daughter Aya, who she both loved very much. Rei was in college now, to become a lawyer and also learn more about the business world. She was very intelligent, clever and was top in her class. Her life felt perfect. But naturally, things that feel perfect never are. One night while waiting on her husband to come home from his job, she knocked his briefcase off the table, spilling all it's contents. When she went to clean up her mess, she found notes, phone numbers, and three plane tickets. After reading the notes, she found that her husband was planning on leaving her, taking her precious daughter with him. Reading more, she found that their marriage was never legal, he had been married to another all along. Rei's family was quite wealthy and from what she could tell, that his only intentions was to use her for that. He was planning to take his real wife, Aya, and all her fortune to America with him. He was planning on leaving at midnight that very night. After replacing all the papers back into the case, she heard the door open and heard him enter. He immediately saw she had been reading his private things, he beat her very badly, tied her hands, feet and taped her mouth, and shoved her into the back of his car. He then took her miles and miles from her home, found a nice cliff like place, and threw off... leaving her there to die. There was no one around to hear her concealed screams of pain from the rocks gashing at her head and ripping at her legs and arms. When she stopped rolling, she was in agony. She tried calling for help, but there was no one there. She could barely breathe. Her mouth was covered and her nose gushing crimson blood, making her lungs gurgle with every strained breathe. "This is it, " she thought, forcing herself to keep focus. "Everything is over." It started to rain, the cold drops pouring over her battered body. "My only wish was that I could hold my precious baby girl one more time... just to make sure she was safe and happy." Tears ran down her face, mixing with the rain, blood, and mud caked on her once attractive face. "But that's impossible. I'll never see her again." More tears fell. "I don't want to die.... I'm afraid." "Don't you don't have to... you know?" said an echoing voice through the cool, rainy mist. "I can grant you your wish... your wish to see your daughter again... your wish to live. I can grant that for a small price." said the voice. Naturally, Rei couldn't answer, but the voice continued anyway. "If you help grant my wish, I'll grant yours in return. Simple as that." Rei was so dizzy, drowsy, confused, she could barely understand what the voice was asking. "What is your answer... yes.. or no. If you choose no, your death will come slow. You'll probably lay here for several more hours before you finally bleed to death. You will not only die from your husband's hand and the lose of your own blood, but from your own misery. If you choose yes, I'll save you. I'll give your life and repair your body. After you grant my wish, I'll grant yours. What is your choice?" Rei tried to think, but couldn’t comprehend this completely. But the one thought of seeing Aya once more took over and answered the voice's question with a dazed nod. Rei heard a cold laugh and the voice replied, "Very well... you now belong to me." Rei's body began to glow and she disappeared. Proserpina did as she said and healed Rei's broken body. She then went further, doing things that weren't mentioned when Rei was an inch from death. Rei became Tursa, Deliverer of Misery.

Loves____________
Tursa loves only one thing.... the thought of one day being reunited with her daughter. It's the only thing keeping her going. She decided that if that was taken away, she would have nothing left, and she would take her own life.

Physical Description____________
Height: 5'9"
Weight: 135lbs
Eyes: Piercing ice blue
Hair: She has white blond hair that parts in the middle. Her hair is thick and wavy and reaches her butt in length. She also has no bangs and it's normally worn down, though she sometimes pulls it up.
Build: Thin, decently built, sexy.
Villains uniform: She wears a floor-length baby blue dress trimmed in silver. It parts up the middle and stops at about her knees. It has no sleeves and is long cut, showing a bit of cleavage. She has a sparkling silver sheer shawl (say that three times fast!!) that is worn over her shoulders.
(Hey... who ever said that villains couldn't have pretty uniforms!! ^^)

Powers____________
Tursa's powers are often involving mind games, using what people find miserable to her own advantage. She uses her powers to make her victims live what they find to make them miserable, which weakens them and bend them to her will.

Attitude____________
Tursa is extremely determined to do her duty. She knows the faster she makes Proserpina's wish come true, the faster is can see Aya again. Tursa, as Rei, can be kind, considerate, and sweet, all qualities she had before she sold herself to Proserpina. She is also very believable. When she is Tursa, she is cruel and cold-hearted. She cares about nothing, but her mission and makes sure everyone knows this. Though she can also be charming when she wants to be, but that quality is rarely seen. She usually keeps to herself when around her mistress's other follows and ignores anything they have to say... she answers only to Proserpina.

Extra info____________
Tursa isn't entirely evil. She's not in this for more power nor does she really want to hurt anyone. She just wants to keep her end of the deal with Prospernia, so that she can once again live peacefully.

Images____________
Sprite 1- by Jenny
Just a little sprite I made... very simple and is as accurate as I could make it.

Themes______________
Rei's theme /midi/
: This is a very sad sounding song by Enya called: Watermark (I think!). While the midi isn't nearly as beautiful as the original piano piece, you can still feel the saddness and longing in the song.

Tursa's theme /midi/
: Hmmm... I'm not sure where I got this song, but after listening to every song in my midi collection, I realized that this one was perfect for Tursa. There is a cruelty sound in the song while not entirely evil.... just like Tursa.




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